Dear Kokua,
i deeply apologize for my insult.
as i said before i was not my right mind for my first statements to Kensurf,
second, but not an excuse i thought i was writing to kensurf directly, i am not savvy to this wholes chat forum thing. you and many others attacted the sheit out of me, i was trying to defend my self’s stupidity. for which i humbly apologize.
i never heard of swaylocks, i am now very impressed with the scene here and the learning and sharing enviroment, it makes me sick that i entered such a great thing with my finger in my ass.
i have never been more frustrated with a problem as i have been with trying to get shapers and board builders around the world to respect the Bolt and make them stop making them, people for them selves like Kensurf ok, but i have so many selling them, i lost it. i am sorry i took it out on Kensurf.
but thats not enough for some people here, yourself included.
my father and our family have been helping the Hawaiian people and surfing world since the 40’s. we were all born in Hawaii and my father and our family helped poor people and surfers my whole life growing up there. from Kui Lee to Rabbit Kekei, wally forsieth, woody brown, john kelly, george downing, steamboat and on and on, dont get me wrong i am not saying some birthright gives me the right to besmirch you or Kensurf or anyone. but i know respect.
for that i apologize again to everyone here, but thats not going to be enough for some i am sure.
Chris Hawk, Sam’s brother just passed from so many years of chemicals, we loved him, same with my mentor Ronald Patterson, Timmy’s dad. i can only say i am sorry for your personal pain. it sickens me that i have been so insensitive.
please accept my personal apologies.
our family had nothing growing up, i have been raised in what you might call poverty but i had surfing. so surfing and family and respect means allot to us, i have not had a better chance at success as with Lightning Bolt. everyone i have confronted about Bolt seems to feel its theres and the worlds, not something to be owned and exploited. thats why we make good stuff here in america not in china, and are tring to unite guys like reno rory gerry bk parrish jackie dunn and so forth. but everyone just give us shit when we defend it! Kensurf and swaylocks is a forum i admire so i will give in, i wont make a stink, but only one person here reched out and said ok you f@@cked up and apologized and good luck, everyone else is trying to put the Kapu on something they should be helping. ok i fk’d up,but even the meanest surfers i have ever known like buzzy trent or eddie rothman forgave trespasses, but here? NO? where is the Aloha?
this will be my last post.
i wish swaylocks Kensurf Kokua Mako JP and others the best in thier efforts to build boards and share thier experiments with each other.
very sorry again for my rudeness and ill words at the start, and yes my home schooling dosent make for easy reading
Good spirit to you and your fight Kokua, if you want i will have pops send you a book he wrote called Surfing and Health, it helped Chris O’Rourke and allot of other friends with the big C to stay as healthy as possible during the battle.
Shalom
Jonathan Paskowitz
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